I miss simplicity!
Back when the most I ever had to worry about was what my schedule at work next week was gonna be.
I have a lot riding on my shoulders. And I think I am just now grasping the concept that I will have another living being depending upon me to feed them, clothe them, love them, care for them, change their dirty diapers, make sure they have a roof over their head, and ultimately raise them.
I'm up to the challenge, clearly. I haven't run. I haven't tried to weasel my way out of it. And I wont. Ever.
But reader, to be honest. I am very afraid.
I just hope things can change for the better. That my family problems straighten out. So she doesn't grow up in a broken house hold.
I miss relaxation. Being care free. I know that will never happen again.
I'll keep it moving along.
I'll be fine. One way or another.
I just hope I can be better...
Thanks for your time
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